Looking for a Woman Over 50

Jenna is gorgeous, and she has 200,000 followers on Instagram. I'm not into any of that, and maybe that was the mistake, or maybe an Insta girl should look for a YouTuber instead. That's not my world either, so I'm starting my search for a woman over 50.
The beginning of the end came during what should have been a dream vacation on Koh Samui and Koh Tao. I'm a passionate diver and Jenna is a passionate selfie queen. Two things that repel each other like opposite poles of a magnet.

We met in a club eight months ago. I fell for the girl with the beautiful doe-brown eyes and the thick brown hair down to her hips right away. She's confident, tall and has a gorgeous curvy figure. After four months we booked our trip, and for two weeks now we've been back home and it's all over.
Looking for a woman over 50: anything younger is out
Jenna posted everywhere. In a bikini, at dinner in the evening, in the waves and everywhere it was possible, and honestly also where it wasn't. I lifted her onto my shoulders and she smiled for the camera. She didn't even notice when I'd long since walked off to the hotel. She was completely in her element. Everything for her account and her followers. "I wouldn't know" was always her motto.
At the hotel I met an attractive woman traveling alone. Jenna was nowhere to be seen. She was in her early 50s and charming, attractive and intelligent. All I could think was: "looking for a woman over 50," and nothing else. If a man has a woman like that by his side, he can count himself lucky.
By the way, I'm 38 and thought I knew what I wanted. It didn't bother me that Jenna is only 25. But today all I can do is wave it off. It showed in bed in the end, too.
Why I say: "looking for a woman over 50":

- they know what they want
- they're experienced in bed
- they're in the middle of life
- they don't want kids anymore (I don't need that either)
- they know how to enjoy life
- they know their bodies
- they move me forward
Not a tear for Jenna, but I have Kate's address
I actually managed to get Kate's address. Right now I'm trying to win her over with wit and finesse. She knows my motto: "looking for a woman over 50," and nothing else.
She caught some of it on vacation and laughed along with me. We watched Jenna constantly fixing her hair and showing off her butt.
"Looking for a woman over 50" moves my life forward. That was my takeaway after this vacation. Life can begin!